theres no point in my goddamn life. im going no where. i will be nothing. suicide has crossed my mind way too many times in my life, but i know now that its something i want. one of my friends made me promise not to cut again (but i have since promising), and not to get high. but i cant hold off much longer. im such a screw up! urg! im a failure at everything. im gonna fail at life and lose all my friends anyway. so whats the point in living?