I'm only alive for others.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Empty Shell, Feb 28, 2012.

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  1. Empty Shell

    Empty Shell New Member

    My life fell apart 8 years ago when my wife cheated on me and we divorced. I lost my home, family and the woman I loved. The pain of that event hasn't gone, I suppose I've just got used to it but sometimes I feel I only keep myself alive for the sake of my father and two children.

    The evening I tied the chord round my neck it was only the thought of the hurt I would cause them that prevented me from going through with it. My only hope now is that I can die in an accident or from natural causes. I'm surrounded by people but still crushed by loneliness.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You keep holding on to the people who love you okay children your father you hold onto them You need to get some therapy to help you deal with the loss hun of your marriage of your dream then you can move on to find someone who will love you and not cheat on you Do that okay for you and children y ou get help for YOu hun so you can heal.
     
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