which isn't meant to sound ungrateful, but I don't like people I know thinking I'm not ok, which is why I don't talk. Even though pretty much everyone who knows me knows something is 'wrong'. I cried myself to sleep lastnight and i dont know why, partly because i was offmyface wasted but partly because there is nothing wrong. That and I don't like to whinge about how 'shitty my life is meh meh meh' when it isn't, because if someone said that to me I'd tell them the same thing I tell myself which is that something has to happen for something to be wrong. Which I've been told is a sign of depression etc but be honest, what's the point of counselling if it isn't to find what's wrong and fix it? Now I don't really know what to say lol. Srry for ranting. That went on more than I thought it would.