Hey Shellz.
I have no idea what to say. I think I'm too tired to say anything now, but I can't sleep - my thoughts just go around and around. I guess I just wanted you to know that, despite your loneliness, there was some random stranger sitting in his room, sipping a cup of cold coffee, and thinking of you, wondering where you are, what you look like, and how you're feeling inside, someone I'll probably never know.
Are you really all those thing's you say?. You know, a pathetic 'loser'?. Maybe you are, I don't know. But I know that the blueprint we have in our minds of how we'd like to be never seems to live up to the reality. But thats okay. The possibility of change, and becoming closer to the person you dream of being exists for you the same as me, the same as all of us.
Anyhow. Goodnight Shellz, I hope you feel better soon, a little at least. One thing's for sure, everything changes, and you'll find your happiness, sooner or later. It's might be a slow train, but it's coming.
Take good care, please.
Gabriel.
