I'm playing with live ammo now

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked, May 27, 2011.

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  1. Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked

    Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked Active Member

    As I post I have a <methods> in my lap filled to the magazine's limit <methods>. I just really need somebody to talk to. I don't have any friends and my family has been kept in the dark about what I've been feeling and planning for the past few years so it's been a hassle trying to explain things to them.
     
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  2. flyingdutchmen

    flyingdutchmen Well-Known Member

    hi and welcome. care to tell us what got you in this situation ?
     
  3. Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked

    Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked Active Member

    A general unwillingness to keep on living the way I am. I will always find some way to screw myself over one way or another.
     
  4. ali 56

    ali 56 Well-Known Member

    yes it does feel like crap, I understand too well. Try and do something get out of the house, I often drive for miles listening to music and being on your own when you are feeling like that isn't too bad as long as you have something to concentrate on ie like driving ! Focusing on something else does help even when the crap in our lives just keeps building and bloody building. Take care of yourself - Ali
     
  5. Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked

    Valkyrie Hatter Unmasked Active Member

    Problem with that being is that I'm currently 190 miles away from home. I like driving but I don't have the money to even make a quarter of the way home. Every resource I have now is very limited.
     
  6. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    can you call a hotline
    if you are in the states there is 1 800 suicide
    it can really help to have a non judgmental listener at the other end of the phone
    they won't report you to anyone, just listen and help
     
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