well uhh, basically what it says in the title he was never my boyfriend, but we both made so many hints and stuff that we were going to get together, with all my friends and even my own mother as a witness. it was like a soap opera - we were going to get together and everything would be fine and dandy. we were together one night watching a scary film so, we were as close as close can be really. then one thing led to another, yadda yadda. and i say now, i had been drinking. and i regret it. because i'm only a stupid teenager. now that i've passed judgement on myself, i'd really prefer if no one else did, thank you. we didn't use protection on the night, but i was all calm in thinking i could get the morning after pill. BUT. my mum planned a surprise getaway for a few days at the beach. now, i dunno if this sounds stupid, but being in a relatively foreign area, i had no idea how to obtain the pill. so, bam. i'm pregnant. now this story would be better, if it weren't for the fact that it's about to get worse. the father of my unborn child, then got drunk with my best friend, and slept with her. now of course, she's not as silly as i am and used protection. so she's fine. neither of them know about my predicament. the fact that he slept with her was quite a while ago now so i've made my peace with it, i shouted at both of them and gave them hell for as long as i could, but then all i wanted to do was focus on my health. so both of them are cheerful in thinking nothing more is wrong with me, and think that we can all be one happy old friendship group again. but the thing is, i've gotten really good at pretending. if i tell them now, i'm not sure what'll happen. help?