Remember when I posted a positive affirmation a couple weeks ago? Well, fuck that! I'm back to my miserable self. I'm not capable of shooting, stabbing, hanging, or drugging myself to death in my lonely apartment. But I am gearing up to threatening someone's life, or even better yet, bashing someone's skull in with a lead pipe. This will occur in yet another miserable workplace. If a boss or supervisor fucks with me, that's what they're going to get. Maybe they'll call the police. Then I can threaten a cop and he'll shoot me. I swear, I've had it with this fucking life.