so world hows the hate yew i fucking hate you mother you break my heart how you do this shit to me you dont care about me you dont listen to me you dont know my dreams you dont understand me but i am just a useless teen. he is so much better than me he is your pride and joy he is talented he has come so far he makes you so fucking proud BUT WHAT THE FUCK AM I when do you say "look at how far allys come" or "look what ally can do" and have you EVER, and i mean EVER fucking said "i am so proud of her." EVER? FUCK MUM! I HAVE TOLD YOU IM PROUD OF YOU.. but not once can i remmeber you saying it in return this is my future. this is not yours. and right now i wish it would end tonight thats right mum i want to die i want a knife. i want it to pierce through my fucking heart i want to die.