I'm proud of you mum.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Allo.., May 10, 2007.

  1. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    so world
    hows the hate
    yew
    i fucking hate you mother
    you break my heart
    how you do this shit to me
    you dont care about me
    you dont listen to me
    you dont know my dreams
    you dont understand me
    but i am just a useless teen.
    he is so much better than me
    he is your pride and joy
    he is talented
    he has come so far
    he makes you so fucking proud
    BUT WHAT THE FUCK AM I
    when do you say "look at how far allys come"
    or "look what ally can do"
    and have you EVER, and i mean EVER fucking said "i am so proud of her."
    EVER?
    FUCK MUM! I HAVE TOLD YOU IM PROUD OF YOU.. but not once can i remmeber you saying it in return
    this is my future.
    this is not yours.
    and right now i wish it would end tonight
    thats right mum
    i want to die
    i want a knife.
    i want it to pierce through my fucking heart
    i want to die.
     
  2. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    Ally.... :hug:

    how are you doing now?
     
  3. SeemsPerfect

    SeemsPerfect Guest

    FUCK MUM! I HAVE TOLD YOU IM PROUD OF YOU.. but not once can i remmeber you saying it in return

    I'm a complete stranger, I know, but I'm proud of you for having the strength to say how you feel. That makes you stronger than you know. And I'm not just saying that! It really does! I hope today is a better day. :sad: