I'm quite upset with myself.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by blue, Dec 14, 2010.

  1. blue

    blue Active Member

    Alone. I have no one. There isn't a single person who wants to be around me right now.

    I don't blame them. I can only blame myself. It is solely my fault.

    Sometimes I'd prefer to make people angry then to be ignored. I feel small and invisible.

    I have some wounds from a few weeks ago that have finally begun to fully heal. I didn't think they were going to scar but they did. Fuck. I'm ugly and I deserve it. FUCK.

    I keep choosing superficial self harm over permanent death. FUCK.

    I hope I die alone.
     
  2. NoMoneyToPlease

    NoMoneyToPlease Banned Member

    Hi. :)

    You know you can never be the judge if you are ugly or not.The only person who can ever judge you is the one who looks at you and sees their idea of perfection standing before them.

    Give yourself a chance. :)