I'm ready to do it...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by mixedemotions, Jan 9, 2009.

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  1. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    Sitting here with the blade in my hand, holding it tight, it digs into my skin. it stings but i can handle the pain. the urges are all getting to much..

    the urges are back and stronger than ever. i thought this year was going to be a good one, but so far every day i have thought about self harm. all i want to is cut..

    i need help. please some one help me.
     
  2. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    I can see the blood in my palm
     
  3. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry hun please stop don't hurt yourself anymore do you want to talk about it I'm around if you do :hug:
     
  4. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    i cant stop
     
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Don't do it hun. Call someone, a friend or family member..to come and stay with you. :hug:
     
  6. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Please stop as Lynne says call someone so you can be safe :hug:
     
  7. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    josh has just called me. he has left college and got in to trouble to come see me

    but still.. im sat here cutting
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I'm sure you're more important to him than college anyway, try to relax until he comes!
     
  9. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Please try and stop hun until josh arrives I know its hard :hug:
     
  10. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    thank you.

    god im so fuckin stupid
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You're not stupid :nono:
     
  12. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Your not stupid hun don't think that nobody thinks that of you. I know its hard sometimes not to cut I let myself down last night by cutting so I do understand. I hope you feel a little better once josh arrives :hug:
     
  13. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    I am.

    even my lecture at college thinks i am.. the way she was talking to me made me feel about a inch tall.

    i cant handle this any more. they know i have problems..and still they are horrible. they treeat me differently to the rest
     
  14. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Ignore them! Don't let them get to you. Lecturers think they know everything....:rolleyes:

    Just be yourself hun, and don't listen to others except the people that love you :)
     
  15. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    thank you so much for all your kind words

    i need josh to hurry up b4 i do some serious damage
     
  16. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :hug: Relax hun, put on some music!

    How long will it take him to get there?
     
  17. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Try not to let them get to you they should have more understanding about your issues. Just concenstrate on yourself right now your whats important hope josh arrives soon and your not stupid your hurting :hug:
     
  18. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    Stay talking to us while josh arrives
     
  19. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    How are you hun let us know :hug:
     
  20. mixedemotions

    mixedemotions Forum Buddy

    just wanna say thank you to shazzer and sweetheart, for keeping me little calmer in my crisis.

    im still feeling like total shit, and the cuts aint to bad, but really sore. every letter i type they are rubbing on the laptop edge.. so im gonna stop here

    thanks again
     
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