I'm done pretending it'll be okay because it won't and never will be. Everything's ready to go. I figured I'd try one last time to let someone know what's going on. No one seems to care and that not just my feeling it's a fact. I've just tied to tell four different people what I'm doing and they wouldn't even acknowledge me. So I don't want you to care I just want someone to acknowledge this. I just want one person to know I don't know why I just do.