First of all, I'm so sorry for ranting again, cause we all know I'm gonna live on cause I'm a coward. I feel so down recently, I did herion for the first time 3 weeks ago, I haven't done it since. I did it cause I don't care no more. The new year has been so shit for me. I spent new years in A&E getting stitches cause I lost my temper. I got kicked outta two of my houses. I lost my Girlfriend and she said she might be pregnant but won't talk to me now. I lost 2 mates due to petty arguements. I lost my job, I'm £4,000 in debt and to top it all off it looks like I'm going to prison too. 2007 I had everything, 2008, I've lost it all. Typical, only I can fuck up everything when things are so good. I'm so sick of it all, I can't handle prison. I can't even control myself in the free world. I feel so sad. What did I do to deserve this? Why do I try to make my life so difficult. Should I just let go, fuck this shit and fly away... Take care, Be safe, AITD.