I am so sick of everything that I want to die. My ex-boyfriend has stalked me on every site imaginable, but will the police do anything? No yet they will charge me with harassing phone calls to a woman that I know of(not personally no)because she claimed I said stuff I did not say, yet what he posts is in PRINT FOR EVERYONE TO SEE BUT WILL THE COPS CONSIDER IT? NO!!!! Anyway, I have been bullied throughout my life and nothing really has been done, I have been to counsellors and they are useless, and now once again my ex-boyfriend harasses me, and the cops won't do anything because it's not a "threat" yet what he posts online IS a threat and what this woman that charged me with making TWO harrassing telephone calls(I hung up once after a man answered), she claims I said stuff to her that would be considered harassment which it isn't, not according to my lawyer anyway. But the fact that my ex-boyfriend who broke up with me in May 2009(if you knew the way he broke up with me you would say it was childish), and he still continues to harass me as of today. I am sick of it all and like I said before, want to die, and I mean it. I can't take this anymore, I've been through counselling but it hasn't been the greatest. Once I die those who hate me will get their wish: That I never existed. Oh yes, I seen posts on that too online and said to my face, and the posts online are from PEOPLE I KNOW, NOT SOME RANDOM STRANGER, IF IT WAS SOME RANDOM STRANGER I WOULDN'T CARE. But now this has gone too far. I'm wanting to die and from the evidence I seen from people from my province, I should die(and I never even suggested it)and at least some people will be happy with my death. I'm sick of all the heartache and crap that goes with living. I tried dealing with it, I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry. This has gotten tooo muvh for me to handle. Anyway, the site that this shit is being posted on is a local site for my province, so my life is fucked, thanks to the so-called administers of that site(not this site, another site) my life is fuvked since they only wamt to see the black and white and not the grey in between, they choose his side because he has friends on there that have administrative powers, while I have been on that site since 2010 and never ONCE posted anything rude, but as soon as he joins he gets his friend to disable my account. WTF. Anyway, sorry for the rant, I just can't take it anymore. I'm not well because of all the bullying I've been through but does any doctor, psychologist, or psyichatrist acknowledge that? NO!!! I hate the province I lve in, and it;s mainly due to many people living there, and if I'm alive and leave this province, I will be changing my name and everything, I have no ither choice given what I been through.