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I'm relapsing...help

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Almost a year ago I got out of a really bad, abusive friendship and it tore me apart. I wanted to die so much, but I never acted on it. I had no strength and no energy. I've been dealing with depression since I was 12 years old and it definitely hasn't been a very easy road.

Well this morning I got into a big argument with my parents, words were said and as I was driving to my classes on the interstate, I wanted a car to hit me so bad. I went through all my classes with the same thoughts were processing over and over again. "Who would be sad if I were to end it all? Who would miss me and if they didn't why not? What would they think? Anger, sadness, regret, guilt?" I'm relapsing for sure. I hate myself and what I do to myself. Please help.


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Aww, hunni. It's gonna be okay, first of all. I see you've gotten your account issues dealt with. ( I read your other post ). Things are going to get better. Can you see yourself really dying? I mean, think about it, you've got people that love you and would be devistated if you were to do anything. Dying isn't worth the things you have to put people through to get there.Things are going to get easier, I promise.
Feel free to PM me if you ever need anything.
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