the tears just sting when they roll down now. Just bombed another math test because i was sick for 2 weeks straight and ha to take it the day i got back..yay 8%...probably going to drop the class... None of tis helps my mental state, its been upper 80's everyday and im forced to wear sweatshirts to school to cover my arms. just cuts just get worse and deeper...i just dont knw what to do anymore. I cant even find happiness in the thing i love any more, i have no willl to play ganes, no will to play my guitars. i dont even want to listen to music which is what my life revolves around.