My boyfriend is the sweetest angel and i feel like i don't deserve him. so im being mean to him even though he wants to help me feel better. at the same time, he isn't doing exactly what i need (more advice than support) and when i tell him that (admittedly not always in the nicest way) he takes it badly. what do i do? i just feel like fucking shit i wish i could disappear out of his life and not be such a burden on him