I'm scared, for the second time in my life I actually have seriously considered ending it all. I'm having some serious relationship issues right now and really don't have anyone I can talk to about this. I'm 52 years olod and the last time i had these thoughts i was 16 and XXXXXXXto do it for me. the thoughts are right there in the back of my brain like i'm still thinking about it. I can't seem to get rid of them. I'don't want to seek professional help because of the legal issues. I don't want to end up in a mental institution again. what do I do? Any suggestions will be seriously considered. Please I need some ideas! Not sure what forum to put this in, please put it in whichever one is appropiate. Thank you.