i'm scared now....

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by minion, May 27, 2008.

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  1. minion

    minion Well-Known Member

    I’ve harmed myself in the past. I’ve actually done a good enough job where others haven’t noticed it. Always wore enough layers to cover any scars or open wounds. Never did anything to draw any unwanted attention to myself. It was simple to fade into the background than to draw attention to yourself. Questions are hard to answer at times.

    It has been a few months since my last. Bad day at work on top of bad day at home, just yeah, ended badly. Now I feel the urge again. It felt so much better when I hurt than when I didn’t. Now I’m scared that I’m gonna do it again.
  2. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    The relief it feels when harming can be a source of comfort. when i feel i am struggling to handle what is around me and inside of me but have realised it is usally temporarily (the relief) not it has stopped at times. i hope you can fight the urges

    please talk to someone or let it out here on SF
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