I’ve harmed myself in the past. I’ve actually done a good enough job where others haven’t noticed it. Always wore enough layers to cover any scars or open wounds. Never did anything to draw any unwanted attention to myself. It was simple to fade into the background than to draw attention to yourself. Questions are hard to answer at times. It has been a few months since my last. Bad day at work on top of bad day at home, just yeah, ended badly. Now I feel the urge again. It felt so much better when I hurt than when I didn’t. Now I’m scared that I’m gonna do it again.