I can't live like this, lost my insurance no way to get proper meds, dr has no more sample and can't get astra zenica cause I had insurance. Still Paying on insurance and don't even have it, thanks to the insurance person at work for not saying I didn't have enough hours now I have to 340 cause I used it, my wages are being garnished for medical bills racked up.and no they do not accept $20, that if I even had to give I don't have enough to pay all different 12 of them, ( I'm sorry that payment isn't enough to keep us from sending you to collections, we are not a bank and this isn't a loan.) I can't get county medical assistance cause I have a job that offers insurance and I have to take that insurance To top it off I possibly just lost my job cause I can't maintain or control my behavior and emotions. I hate myself, I can't do anything right. Not even kill myself, I'm so scared of myself, I get so upset I don't even know which way is up or down. I try so hard to be good, control myself keep. There is nothing for me or a place for me.