i deactivated my fb tonight without telling anyone. i got so sick of seeing someone constantly comment on other people's posts but never liking or commenting on mine. this sounds shallow but this person and i used to be tight friends. i flew into a rage the other night because i was so mad. i threw my favorite earrings against the wall and it took massive amounts of self control to not toss my mac book across the room. i just couldn't deal anymore with it. when i think about it when i'm driving i slam my hands repeatedly against the steering wheel. yeah, i need to find a doctor asap. my mind is a mess lately. got so bad i went to urgent care last weekend because i was terrified that if i went home i would kill myself.