I'm moving to live for a month with my grandparents alone while my mom stays here for the divorce papers and selling the house. I am not only terrified about having to go to a new place being practically alone ( my mom is the only member of my family I trust and find supportive) but I have to live with a rapist. I am terrified. He raped my cousin, nobody did anything, now I have to live with him. With all the deep phobia I have towards rape I have to live with him and sleep while he is there too. It's very scary. I don't care if he's an old man, it scares me. I feel so sickened and terrified of him that I may hit him if he even touches my hand. Why does it feel like no matter where I go I always have to live with a man that makes me fear for my safety? Any kind of support anyone can give me, just pray if you're religious or something, that would mean a lot to me. I hope everything goes alright.