All my symptoms started on the 1st of June. I have felt constantly sick and not slept well as a result. I can only eat small amounts and when I do I am feeling very sick. I'm shaking and pouring with sweat as I write this. I can hardly walk right now I'm so weak. I'm really really scared because I'm thinking it could be something serious. I just keep having pictures in my head of my dad dying from cancer and I'm sinking fast into another depression. I've been disasociating all day and my poor boyfriend's words have been falling on zoned out ears. I really should see the doctor, but by mental state can't cope with the fear and anxiety that goes with it. (I'm terrified of any medical professionals). I don't know how much longer I can go on like this, breaking point is coming fast.