I can’t believe that the therapist that I would see for the first time would lie to me. How can I ever make a bond of trust? She first told me about how God feels about suicide. (So very uncool) Then we talked about how she feels on the subject. (Shouldn’t this be about how I feel?) Then I explain why I will NEVER call a hotline. They are no longer there to just to talk to you. Now they send someone to your home no matter if that is what you want or not. I’m 52 years old, and have the right to make my own choices. So right before I leave she tells me that if I call her she will honor my right to choose. (BULL SHIT) First she can’t it’s the law. Second she just spent time telling me about how she and God feel about this. So just in case I heard her wrong I turned and asked her what she said and she said it again. I’m Sooooooo angry, did she think I was stupid and would call her because of phony words. Then I went to pick up my Rx’s and the doc had decided not approve some of my meds no explanation. I don’t know if I will have with drawls. I think I’m just getting too tired to keep trying.