It's suddenly all coming to me now, I suck, I fail at life, blah. I'm tired of existing. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of nothing ever being good. It's just shit shit shit. I'm not good at anything, hopeless infact. I'm tired of things being expected of me.. I don't want to wake up & live in this shit world. I don't want people to rely on me. I just want to live in my room & never have to leave. All I do is fail at everything. What's the point in trying I'll never be any good. My parents loathe me, we argue always sometimes even more then others which is right now, I'm shit at school, so fricken shit. My "friends" are shit. Everything's shit. I'm shit. No one cares about my life why do I have to bother with it. I can't fricken take much more of people or lifes shit anymore. I can't stand failing everything anyfrickenmore.