im shutting down inside

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by firehawk1, Mar 1, 2010.

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  1. firehawk1

    firehawk1 Well-Known Member

    well, i feel it. the depression, anxiety, scaredness, living in fear of well... this:

    http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=77476

    im at work, cant focus or anything and i just want to leave but cant. i just want to go on some long walk and never come back. i can just see that bitter woman smile right now infront of my eyes. how dare she after what ive done for her and gets away with it. how dare she.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Here if you need anything. Try not to shut down, try to keep talking, keep reaching out.
     
  3. firehawk1

    firehawk1 Well-Known Member

    i cant though, thats the thing. i cant physically talk much. i have no positivity left in me. i have no strength. im totally drained and tired, mentally and emotionally. im so so tired and the case hasnt even started yet!
     
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