Just when I was feeling better about myself I started to cry hopelessly. I feel like my life is not worth living anymore. I feel like my world has crumbled in front of me and no one is there to help me pick up the pieces. I just got out of the hospital yesterday after being assessed as a low risk re-offender, if you will. I don't want to live any more. I'm only good for sex, which is what made my world collapse in the first place. I'm tired of people telling me that I'll get over love. I don't want to get over it.