I'm sick of lying to myself

I have been trying so hard to hold back these feelings, but I can't do it anymore. There is so much pain and no one really cares. I feel hopeless and no matter what I try to do, it's going to be there. I need to find a way to end this pain. I'm sorry for sounding so vague, but it's hard to keep trying to explain why I'm so sick of living.

 

Lot of us understand that kind of pain hun and it is hard to keep fighting to keep holding on. You need to reach out and get the supports to help you fight ok hugs toyou

 

I understand. And I care. But I don't know how to change your feelings. I don't even know how to change my own.

 

Maybe instead of holding the feelings in, a constructive way to let them out might make things easier? It may feel hopeless, but I promise you it's not.

 

It's okay, thanks for taking the time to let me know this though. I hope even if things don't get better for me, they start to look up for you though.