I'm tired of getting older and more and more of my life passing and going nowhere with no direction. I'm surrounded by incompetence and no one in my life will help me out or tell me how to get anywhere. I'm sick of seeing other people just float through life and have everything work out for them while I don't have shit. I seriously want to kill myself like tonight. I'm tired of everybody putting their fucking interests before mine. I'm not going to wait 26 more years and have everything be as fucking awful as it has been so far. I hate this fucking planet.