I tried to find diferent reasons to live,but its not worth it.I will always have problems.If you read my other threads,you pobably know my problems.I also have others,and I don't think I should continue living.I know I am worthless.There are many peoples that can live happy lifes,can find the loved ones and have a professional achievement.I wont have any.I cant do anything and I dont see the reason to live.If I will die,everything will end. My death will not afect anyone,since no-one cares about me. I am sick of hating girls,of knowing that I will never have a gf,sex,friends and that I will always stay indoors locked in a virtual world. I had two attempts until now and they both failed.Each time I used sleeping pils.This time I will try poison to kill myself and slleping pils to fall asleep before the poison starts causing massive pain. I dont deserve to live.Death is the best think for me.This night all will be over. Goodbye.