im sick

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by sdeemer93, Dec 29, 2010.

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  1. sdeemer93

    sdeemer93 Active Member

    I feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping forever. I'm sick of waking up every morning just to realise that all my dreams weren't real and that I'm still hurting. I'm in a dillema. I want to kill myslef, but yet I don't. I'm sure people wouldn't care that much, but I wish they would.
  2. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    People here do care - tell us what's going on for you. X
  3. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    In one small paragraph you have summed up how I feel, what is causing this though? Talk to us and get the support you need and deserve, sometimes just venting everything can help in itself

    Take Care

  4. sdeemer93

    sdeemer93 Active Member

    Thanks you guys. Mostly its just been building my whole life. I've don't remember the last time I was truley happy. And the love of my life recently ended things with me. Said he wanted to be alone, that he wasn't happy. Its tearing me apart so much that I can't fix everything for him.
  5. plshelpme

    plshelpme Well-Known Member

    i want to kill myself, but i don't want to die, but i don't want to live makes NO FREAKING SENSE...

    i know how u feel...i think most of us to us!
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