I think I might be a narcissist.
Lately, I've been thinking about my life and how I've wasted it.
I keep blaming people for my own problems.
I'm so angry at them.
When I think about why I feel this way, I don't have a good reason.
I want to start crying, but I imagine the people I'm angry with either mocking or scorning me for it.
The people I hate didn't do anything bad enough for me to justify me hating them this much.
I just made all the wrong decisions in life.
And I let petty things get me so angry at someone instead of just letting it go or getting over it.
I don't know where to go from here.
I don't know how to be an adult.
And I don't know how to figure it out.
I'm guessing it costs money.
I want people to validate me.
But when people tell me nice things, I keep talking myself out of it.
I'm so angry all the time.
The only time I'm not angry is when I'm distracting myself in fantasy land.
I've been feeling bad the past few days so I thought I'd write about it and see if it made me feel better.
Sorry for being a downer though.
Does anyone else feel this way?
Lately, I've been thinking about my life and how I've wasted it.
I keep blaming people for my own problems.
I'm so angry at them.
When I think about why I feel this way, I don't have a good reason.
I want to start crying, but I imagine the people I'm angry with either mocking or scorning me for it.
The people I hate didn't do anything bad enough for me to justify me hating them this much.
I just made all the wrong decisions in life.
And I let petty things get me so angry at someone instead of just letting it go or getting over it.
I don't know where to go from here.
I don't know how to be an adult.
And I don't know how to figure it out.
I'm guessing it costs money.
I want people to validate me.
But when people tell me nice things, I keep talking myself out of it.
I'm so angry all the time.
The only time I'm not angry is when I'm distracting myself in fantasy land.
I've been feeling bad the past few days so I thought I'd write about it and see if it made me feel better.
Sorry for being a downer though.
Does anyone else feel this way?