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I'm so close

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mikey -g-, Apr 14, 2010.

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  1. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    to killing myself. i almost stepped out of in front of a bus yesterday, it was going fast enough to kill my instantly. something stopped me from going through with it but i know i will try again.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What's wrong, why are you so close?
     
  3. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    because i dont care about my life anymore, ive given up trying to fix my problems.
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You must care a little, even just a tiny bit, because you're here.

    Here if you want to talk.
     
  5. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    no, i really dont care at all. i did, but thats gone now. its over.
     
  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Why is it over, what happened?
     
  7. suicider628

    suicider628 Well-Known Member

    its not something that stopped you, its yourself, trust me, i had similar experience in the subway. I am still alive and recovered quite a bit, why not trust your other self that don't want to die and try not dying?
     
  8. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    nothing happened. ive just realised how shit and pointless my life is. i dont want to keep living it.
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    do you really want to die or just for the pain to stop?
     
  10. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    they are the same thing to me
     
  11. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    if you tried more help the pain might stop and you'd still be alive..??
     
  12. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    ive tried all i can and almost ready to give up
     
  13. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    have you thought of the family and friends you will leave behind with the pain of losing you?
     
  14. mikey -g-

    mikey -g- Well-Known Member

    no, i havent. but i dont really care much anymore about anybody in my life.
     
  15. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    they would care about you....
    do they know how you are feeling?
    have you told your family?.
     
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