...of feeling shitty, of trying to balance my friendships/relationships in order to make everyone happy and failing miserably, of not being able to give my best at work, of cutting myself and having to wear long-sleeved shirts to cover the scars in hot weather, of constantly feeling the need to apologise, of being such a coward for not ending it, of always feeling tired, of putting weight on all the time, of not trying to realize my dreams, of listening to the same old songs, of the fucking world and how sick i am of it, of not being able to sleep, of not being able to wake up, of obsessing over trivial things, of hurting other people, of so many things that needn't be said and you wouldn't care about anyway.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.