The new guy here... I guess everyone has their story so here is mine. I met, fell in love with, and married the woman of my dreams four years ago. She was an addict (meth) for close to 20 years. She had lost her son to foster care over it. After we married I kind of just reminded her of what her options were and she overcame her habit, we got her son back, and we were one little happy family. Over the last few months she has fallen back into her addiction and it is so bad now that she stays gone nights and days at a time. I have discussed with her on many occasions how I cant live like this. I didnt sign on to be a daddy while she parties all the time. In addition, shortly after we were married I was injured and am totally disabled. I mean I can still do the things I have always done for my family but I am uninsured and have to wait for my approval from SSD to get medical so I can be fixed and well again. The point is that I have no one but my wife and son. My Mom and Dad both died when I was young and I have no friends whatsoever. I moved from where I grew up at twenty years ago. I just never made any friends except for my wife. I cant go on like this - I even told her as much. She went as far as to slug me in the face the other day right in front of our son - because I wouldnt give her money for drugs. She said she didnt know what she was doing and said it wouldnt happen again. Alas tonight shes on another bender. She said the meanest things to me before she left. I've written my notes, my son is over at a friends for the night, and the only thing that is keeping me here is that maybe she will come home tonight. Maybe shell realize what shes done. Maybe she will finally give the drugs up. I cant wait forever. I hurt - both in my heart and physically. I only need a minimum of help from her due to my disability but cannot survive on my own. I mean that literally and figuratively. I am crying now it does hurt so bad.