without lecturing, sugar coating, giving responses that tell me to hold on it will all pass... please, leave out the bulls**t answers, i want serious thoughtful answers. I dont want to be told that I need to go think about things that make me "happy". please. i want a real answer. it doesnt even have to be "correct" but just one that has been decently considered. im having trouble understanding people. i dont understand the greatness of living life. I dont understand the pro-life situation. I find it rather saddening that people choose to live. That they see nothing else beyond their world. Im not talking world hunger/peace, im talking that they are searching for "happiness" through money, power, family, god, pretty much everything. I just dont get what they are looking forward to, what good they see in living life and getting a promotion and going to school. ok, lets get off that rant. I fear i will not get my answer here, because these are things you all seem to cherish, that are important to you. I fear i may have to live with my thoughts. I cannot seem to get away from me, my thoughts. Can someone tell me what the big deal is about life? Why is everyone pro-life? I mean REALLY, what is the big deal about living, waking up each day to such ignorance? I see no point. Anyone have some sort of answer? They say crazy people dont know they're crazy. That if you asked them, they'd claim complete sanity. Well I am here, saying that I have never seen life more clearer, never more sane, and I fear I have lost my mind.