For 6 years I've been suffering from depression after an incident happened. It got to the point where everything I did was pointless and I believed I was completely worthless. Things got better. Then 4 years ago I got really ill which led to me developing an anxiety disorder and at the worst point I couldn't leave my house for 4 months cause I was terrified. All I wanted to do was end it. I thought things were finally getting better, got into a relationship for the past 2 and a half years, I was able to keep my depression under a small amount of control. 2 weeks ago this relationship ended, I don't know what happened. My anxiety and illness has been getting worse, the stress has made me lose so much weight and I feel just has worthless as I did before. It's as if I have got to a point where nothing in my life will ever go right, which is why I'm here now. This morning it got so bad I tried to end it and I don't regret doing it. I regret that it didn't work. There's no one in my life I can talk to about it, I'm so alone.