someone on another site, offered some advice along the lines of, "do you wish you were dead, or do you wish you didnt have problems?" something like that. it made people all happy that they really didnt want suicide, they were just stressed or something about an issue and felt overwhelmed. everyone was happy, like it helped. it didnt help me... :badday: im so down... even if i got what im wanting, i dont think it would be enough to make me better. im just so sick of life. its bad enough just surviving. being lonely. being worthless. but just life. im sick of men and women. having to eat. getting older, being young. experience, and learning. everything is fucked up. i hate this. it just doesnt work for me. its like im suppose to suffer.