I went to talk to a person for SSI disability, and he said that my previous diagnoses don't matter. He is going to try and determine my real diagnosis. What if I don't have anything? What if I have PTSD? What if I have Borderline Personality Disorder? People will hate me if I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Even professional psychiatrists and psychologists. I will never be able to love anyone... ever. What if he says I made everything up, and I'm a big liar. Then I won't get any money to use for therapy and medicines.