im an idiot to think i even deserve someone like him. im such a bad ugly person why would he want me? i cant do anything right all i do is hurt people im a mistake. i cant do this anymore i cant stop clawing at my skin i hate myself. and every breath i take i just do more damnage hes right, it would be better if i was dead. he'd be happy everyone would be but i bet i couldnt even do that right could i?