I'm so tired of everything

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by vixter101, Jan 28, 2012.

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  1. vixter101

    vixter101 Chat Buddy

    I'm so tired of everything....

    Tired of putting on a brave face

    Tired of trying

    Tired of feeling numb

    Tired of just existing and not living

    Tired of being tired....

    I just want it all to end...no one seems to listen, I'm just so fed up that I really don't see any point in being here anymore....

  2. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    I will listen Vixter.
    Why do you wear a brave face?
  3. Butterfly

    Butterfly Sim Addict Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    Listening Vicky :hug: share with us what's going on... :hug:
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we love you and want you here.
  5. vixter101

    vixter101 Chat Buddy

    Hi guys,

    My brave face is the front I put on to everyone else to make them think that I am fine and coping ok....when really I'm not! I was just having a really really bad night, my crisis line didn't really want to know and I spent most of it in tears with my mom and dad who are really worried about me - but not enough to call the crisis line again!

    I just have times when I'm really scared I'm going to snap and OD or do something else - I don't really want to leave this life, I know I have people who care and love me, but sometimes I feel that I need to do something to be taken seriously....

    Hmmmmmm, anyway, rant over again x
  6. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Well done for telling us that Vixter. What thoughts were in your mind last night?
  7. vixter101

    vixter101 Chat Buddy

    My mind was just shot to pieces, I had some of my meds (not all of them) out of my bed and was seriously wanting to take them....I just couldn't put my family through that, even though at times they are part of my problem...I've been having a good couple of days recently which has helped but I dread the day when I hit crisis point again, I know it will be sometime soon as well.....
  8. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Families are so often part of the problem. But that thought is right.
    When you feel bad again, post here, let us help and support you.

    I hope your run of good days continues.
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