Safety & Support
If it wasn't for the fact that I feel so unmotivated I would be going out to make my final attempt. As it is I'm paralysed by sadness and confined to my bed so I can't. I don't know what to do. I feel agitated because I'm literally laying in bed doing nothing to keep myself safe but the agitation is unbearable. I've taken diazepam and nothing. I don't know what to do. What do I do??? My CPN is aware of everything. I'm gonna have to tell her I can't keep myself safe anymore. I can't do this anymore.