Never used to be a drinker...I am now. I've just come in with more cans than I have ever had in my lfe. WHen I've finished them off, I'm going out ..and i dont care whth appens. dont; care where i go..wheer I end up... or what happens. Nobody else does, why should i? maybe someone or something will happen and the pain will stop.. who cares?.......I don't.