To those who read my thread called "I need to come-out to hard core Christians" I did, and they abandoned me in an old train repair house, which "mysteriously" caught fire with me inside. Unfortunately the fire department got me out before the roof collapsed. I've been clean for about a week and a half now from my Cocaine. I think that I might just give into the temptation and keep doing it. I'm taking my pills again, but I'm overdosing on them. I'm normally suppose to be taking around 10-14. I'm taking around 20-35 now. I'm just not thrilled with my life anymore. I'm going to end it. I don't care about anything anymore. Good bye Suicide Forum... thanks for your time... TWL.