im sorry for being me. how i cant make anyone happy. how i cant help anyone. how i make people feel uncomfortable around me. how im so erratic. how i fuck up everything. how i think too much. how im so anxious. how im just withering away. how my mind is so black and white. im sorry for being here still. im sorry that i always moan on this site. why should any of you listen to me? i am nothing. i cant feel anything anymore. just numb within myself. i hate this. i cant keep fighting. i really cant. argh i just sound like im feeling sorry for myself and that i want attention, but its really not like that. i have nothing. i am no one. the end is fucking nigh.