Im Sorry I Know I Shudnt Have (triggers)

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by booklovr, Feb 14, 2016.

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  1. booklovr

    booklovr Well-Known Member

    Forgive me , friends if you can.
    I tried I really did.
    But the scarlet pearls haunt me.
    Scarlet Pearls

    Round my wrist I wear
    A priceless bracelet of scarlet pearls
    Its made of grief
    It cost me pain
    It spreads relief
    It was an easy bargain
    Its a beauty to behold
    Fat scarlet drops against my pale skin
    Oozing slowly,gently from within
    With every passing moment
    It drowns deeper,darker beneath
    Its silky surface
    They sit these pearls on a thin dainty ribbon
    Its mine forever,just like my demons
    For the bliss o the world , I won't give it to you
    My priceless bracelet of scarlet pearls

    I wrote it in a low ..from the same bloody wrist...i do not mean to trigger anyone..i just didn't know what to do with it.
    I'm sorry .i really am.
    I can't believe how less I deserve U guys.
    I'm sorry I relapsed.
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  2. booklovr

    booklovr Well-Known Member

    This is a really shitty post.ill understand if the mods want to remove it.
  3. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    * hugs* it was beautiful... as beautiful as this thing can be.

    I'm sorry you felt this way. I hope you can move in from these terrible urges though.

    Feel free to reach out anytime *hugs again*
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  4. booklovr

    booklovr Well-Known Member

    *hugs back* phantomlady.
    thank you...
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    wow you write so beautifully, this should be post of the day or even week =)

    I am glad you posted here, we are here for you *hugs*
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  6. booklovr

    booklovr Well-Known Member

    *crying softly*
    Thank you means a lot to me.your words.
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