im sorry if im not online anymore

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by dontwannabeme, Jun 18, 2012.

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  1. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Im afraid ill end it tonight so if im not here tomorrow then im sorry and i wish all the best too u all.
    I know i ruine the mood on the chat and im sorry :(
    too my good friends on here ive tried but i gave up.
    I cant deal with these emotions anymore.
    I got no energy anymore.
    Tired of fighting the thoughts.
    Tired of hopping too one clinic too the next.
    Just tired of struggling all togheter :(
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    now time to go in to hospital and let then fight for you okay time to get some respite to keep safe call crisis line hun go in to emerg and get some help hugs
     
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

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    Please don't do this...
     
  4. Sea Sparkles

    Sea Sparkles Well-Known Member

    (((leo!)))

    Hun, speak to us!!! What's going on???
    Don't think you ruined chat, it's there for you to talk on.

    Sometimes things seem awful at the moment, but they get better. Can't it wait a day? Surly you can hold off 2 more day's if your going to stuck with the results forever .... basically.

    “If I still want to ___ in 48 hours, then I can.” In 48 hours, re-evaluate your position and tell yourself, “If I still want to _____ in 48 hours, then I can.” Keep doing this. Try to go to sleep – things seem less intense when there is morning sunlight.

    I know how it's like to over react and think "I have to do it now, no other choice" , but there are other options.

    If you really feel like you can't handle the urge, please call 9-11 . They CAN help you.
    You can get threw this though....

    :hug: Be safe

    If you need someone to PM I'm here

    - Sea
     
  5. snarrylover

    snarrylover Well-Known Member

    I don't think we've ever spoken on here but I want to end it tonight as well. I'll carry on going if you carry on going :) We all need each other on here.
     
  6. Sgm72

    Sgm72 Member

    Hi Vicky stay strong I know it's hard I'm feeling the exact same as you at the moment
     
  7. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    I hope you come back and talk to everyone and that you are ok :hug:
     
  8. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    He is still with us, not feeling good but fighting on. You are so strong hun <3 :hug: xx
     
  9. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Hey all im still here yes
    I failed and took a od landed up in the intensive care but all is ok.
    Just had a relapse :(
     
  10. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am glad you are still here hun and hope next time you reach out first for help ok hun thanks for letting us know your ok hugs
     
  11. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I'm so glad you're still here!! :hug:
     
  12. Jack Rabbit

    Jack Rabbit Well-Known Member

    Glad you made it. (didn't make it?) Well, glad you're alive.
     
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