Im Sorry.. It Really IS Over..

[Anam_Cara]

this is my last morning on SF.. everything is wrong, everything is getting worse and i am going to for certain end things now...goodbye...

 

[nagisa]

I'm here if you need to talk to someone, sweetie. PM me anytime. :hug:

 

[Anam_Cara]

thanks but im going to end myself this morning... it's all over...

 

[nagisa]

Please don't... please. Talk to me... :hug:

 

[innocencexisxlove]

*Just posted on your other thread*

Oh SJ.. What has made you turn like this?? Please talk to us. If not me, somebody. Anybody.. please.

:hug:

 

[Anam_Cara]

love made me turn like this...

 

[innocencexisxlove]

What happened??

You know you can talk to me.

:hug:

 

[Anam_Cara]

my life is over that's what... nothing left to hold onto

 

[innocencexisxlove]

You have SF to hold onto...

Are you sure this isn't a perminent solution, to a temporary problem??

I mean I was sure I was going to be done last night.. But I had sense talked into me.

:hug:[<-sorry if that gets annoying.. but i think you need it]

 

[Anam_Cara]

it's a permanent problem with no solution but a miracle and i dont believe in those... or good happening anymore... it's time i just leave at least ill be free once im gone...

 

[innocencexisxlove]

Whats the permanent problem.. If you don't mind me asking. If you don't want to say, I understand... But please stay with us.. You are really an important part of SF. We all love and care for you here...

:hug:

 

[Summer.Rain]

it's a permanent problem with no solution but a miracle and i dont believe in those... or good happening anymore... it's time i just leave at least ill be free once im gone...

You said love made you turn like this... have problems with your relations?
if so, remember, its not parrament, as long as you both alive, it can be fixed.
There are even married people who go back to thair previus love...

Anyways, is that why you feel so bed?

 

[Anam_Cara]

it cant be fixed... trust me... i just give up... if this afternoon doesnt prove to be any calmer and things arent any better im carrying things out as i have them planned... ive endured enough over the years... its come to the point if the hurt doesnt stop NOW ill stop it

 

[peacegirl]

SJ, you must know that things change from one minute to the next. You may feel that life is not worth living because love has let you down. But from my own experience with love, I have also felt the depths of the worst kind of pain. I didn't believe I could endure the hurt any longer...which then led me to trying to figure out how I could have ever given another person to have such control over me. Trust me, time changes things especially as you realize your worth as a human being. If you can at least trust me on this, we can talk about it. I hope you will consider my offer before doing something that you won't be able to take back.

 

[Insignificant]

sj i really want to encourage you to hang with it. consider it being bigger than the situation. personally i think you got it in you. i know love can be super hard sometimes, but honestly i've never been aware of any permanant problems in this situation and i'm divorced. if you don't mind would you please share what is going on. we would love to help where we can, please. please please take care and even more so still stay safe.