So all month I've tried my hardest to cheer up the people in this forum. I've tried to help others get rid of suicidal feelings and realize how worthwhile they are. But I feel like a hypocrite because I feel so suicidal and low. I've always said that you can't just hope for something to happen, you gotta make it happen. Well I don't wanna hope for death to come. I hate these feelings, I wish I could just let go.