I don't want to hurt people, I don't want to "fuck with people's minds" or "play games with people" I HATE hurting people and I HATE it when people play games like that, but apparently I do it myself as well.. I'm sorry for hurting the people I've hurt, I'm sorry for playing games with people, I'm sorry for fucking with people's minds. I'm sorry. I can't erase the past, as much as I'd want to. If I could erase I wouldn't of fucking come to this site in the first place, I'd have just fucking go on searching for methods untill I'd have found proper methods instead of sticking around here, ok! than I wouldn't of had the chance to "fuck with people's minds"! I'm sorry i'm sorry I'm sorry. it's not like I dont know I have fucked people up, why do you think I've been trying to distance myself and block myself out. why do you think I've been trying to stop people from getting to know me too well. Why do you think i'm so glad I have a job and barely any online time, so I can't fucking mess up my online friends' lives. So I can't be a waste of time to people anymore. at work I make myself usefull, it's the only place where I'm not a waste of time. but yeah, thank you for rubbing it in again. Dont respond to this, I'm not angry at anyone, I just need it off, before I start bottling it all up and get aggressive.