This forum isn't for the stupid friend who can't help who needs your help for something you're trying to deal with yourself. I just don't know what else to do I don't know anymore I don't know where to go for advise and help other than the internets SHITTY advice that "she needs to get to a hospital now" YES. NO SHIT! Do the dipshits out there thing that i don't know that!? I can't talk to anyone because its breaking her confidence This is the first time in years i've felt I can't deal with someone elses feelings I can't help her, I can't stop her She won't let me She is slowly killing herself Her body won't take much more A good friend would tell her family The one person i truely love is dying, and its my fault Oh and i can't stop crying. I can't tell her because then she will stop telling me things I've told her how worried I am and within a min she has shut me out. I deserve to lose her.